How did all this happen? Well it’s a simple yet stupid answer, it was all for a guy.. Yeah I said it, a guy. Someone I thought I loved and who loved me the same but it turned out, he was just a player who played the game better than anyone I have ever seen. He went as far as lying about being a sexual assault victim like I am.. Ridiculous right? That’ll teach someone not to trust. However, before things went sour between us I loved him. He was sweet, loving and caring of anyone and everyone. It seemed like he had a future going for him. He was a state champion wrestler for the high school and was a top track star as well. He was a senior, I mean hey, what girl wouldn’t fall for a guy who resembled Vin Diesel? I instantly grew fond of this guy.
The first time I met him I was working open house for the high school. I was highly involved with a club and was even promoted to vice president alongside my bestfriend. He walked in with my bestfriends boyfriend and his smile caught my eye first. He was in a muscle tee and you could see the definition of his arms each time he moved and it was breathtaking, ridiculous again isn’t it? However, he approached me and immediately I was speechless. When I heard his voice it was like listening to Vin Diesel speak in Riddick, yeah it was THAT amazing. Anyways, back on topic, (don’t laugh at me) we started hanging out around the school before the open house started and he made me laugh at nearly everything. He picked me up and ran with me around the construction room and when he put me down and looked into my eyes, I was gone.
We started dating and things were great. I was really happy with this guy and he seemed happy too. As soon as I could trust him I told him about what happened to me. It hurt him, as it does to everyone who hears the story, but he was there for me. He said he understood, but never went into detail. After months of dating and great memories, laughs and smiles things went downhill...
I caught him sexting his bestfriend, and even getting photos from one of my bestfriends.. I also walked in on him with a friend of mine and it was devistating. However, I believe a relationship is preperation for marriage and that a couple should work out anything and everything that comes up, so I stayed and he apologized..
We broke up after I caught him a fourth time and me being so in love with this guy, when he asked to be FWBs I didn’t refuse. We snuck around behind his girlfriends back and I became the one thing I left him for... I was giving him everything he wanted. I finally broke it off and for months we didn’t speak. After awhile he called me. He wanted things to work, realized he made a mistake.. I knew it was a bad idea but I still loved this guy and when you’re in love you just don’t think straight.
Things were getting serious again and I started rebelling against my mother to see him. I would go to his house after school just to see him, I would take him places so we could hangout. I would meet him at flatrock and we would go to our special spot where no one saw us. Well, My mother and I grew apart. She knew what was happening and when I was caught, enough was enough and I was sent away. In the same day I moved houses, lost my car, switched schools, and had no contact with any of my friends. I lost my best friends and every accomplishment I had at that school. I lost both career paths and everything I knew was lost.
Just like that I lost everything I ever knew. Not even 24 hours and my entire life did a 180 why? because I thought if I did everything for this guy that he would stay around.. Where is he now? Who knows? Last I heard he got in a car wreck and was homeless.. attractive right?
I write these blogs, not to just talk but to show you guys the everyday mistakes we make as teens. This blog is to show you guys not to believe everything you hear and to not let a stupid thing like a guy ruin your life. Stick to your plan and if the guy/girl you are with doesn’t like it, guess what? THEY ARENT WORTH IT.
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