Well, as you all know from recent posts, I won my battle to put away my rapist. Now as I have been telling all of you from the start of this "No matter how hard your trials or obstacles in life, God ALWAYS has a reward at the end." Well, I have received mine.
During court, there was one person other than family who was there day to day and night after night. Rhett. Now, my current boyfriend. The love of my life and my REWARD. I honestly didn't think I would ever see him as mine again but God truly blessed me with something special.
During the court process, he was a witness. He was the person I called the minute I ran from the house that night, If it weren't for him, I would have never called the cops and Jason would still be roaming the streets. Anyways, court was on the 13, well the first day at least. On the 13, Rhett took the stand to defend me. I went on the stand the 14th, also known as valentines day. Yeah, I know right, how messed up is that? He was dismissed from trial the day he took the stand, the 13th. Despite that, he was there EVERYDAY. Every morning, and every night. He held me in the witness room before I took stand and he was right there the minute I walked out. He was there at night when I woke up screaming in terror and held me as I cried.Long story short, he was the one who gave me a sense of comfort and protection as I went through this time of pain and sadness. Despite the pain and fear in my mind that week, something wonderful DID happen. We reconnected. Though I had always loved him, even when he left, I suppressed it, just as he did. All it took was one kiss and I had fallen all over again.
Mushy, yes I know. I apologize but the point of this was that no matter what you are going through, pain, suffering, sadness. God has a reward for you, sometimes it will be something you could expect, other times it can be something way out of anything you can comprehend. So, don't look down, don't lose hope. God has your path planned
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